<p>Okay I'm going to hold myself accountable for my actions. Over the past few weeks I had started exercising again it was like maybe two or three times a week. I figured I would just up the number of days as I went. However as usual I found excuse to not to do it and now as of this day I have done nothing. I must say I am highly disappointed in myself. I can't seem to find the motivation and keep it is really weird. I know I can do it. I figured if I admitted to it here maybe I will get better.